blaring lights and blinding sounds
im the designated driver
its other people's turn to make memories
i watch the sun set on a raised sidewalk
will i be part of their memories?

there is something i would do anything for
there is something i would cry for
there is something i would die for
i dont know what that something is

my lights
sometimes flicker
i cant deal with it
did i say lights
sorry

cracking wallpaper
cracking ceilings
cracking composure

i sleep well alone now
i weep well alone now
i keep myself alone now

and icarus laughed
even while falling he knew
that he had once flown